a small collection
at 5:32 p.m. on 2007-04-22
My Inner Storm
the smiles of the mask are decieving it is the theatrical tears that upholds me
and if you only took the time to see
the storm that is raging inside of me
and how I'm drowning on the inside
for you
but only keen sight can notice
beyond the haze
that hides and blinds
but how attentive are you
beyond these notions lies the inner core
sweeping like hanging curtains
the clouds are too heavy with the rain
clearing it all away
creating a clean slate
making everything empty
the memories are left behind
shattered and gleaming
I cannot chance them being picked up again
wothout the risk of bleeding
Twistd Sails
twisted sails have set upon the open sea
the cursed wind blows
tossing to and fro
to where ever the mind has deemed
I feel the bile rising from the recesses of the soul
a sickness that cannot be quelled
completely caught up in the squall
and torn into shards
I'm spread amongst the gail
to thin for recognition
only glistening drops
falling into the deep
foaming at the mouth
crashing down to swallow
I've been devoured
the unwanted tide with it's sudden force
had drawn me in
Writer's Fever
I am the melodic writer
black ink runs from my finger tips
across the page
creating my seranade
the pattering of rain
and distant rumble from angry skies
ashen gray full of possibilities
the lullabies whisper to me
fill the essence with tales and fables
eyes locked unable to to stray
the masterpiece is almost complete
obsession to create in full circle
the fever is unbreakable
the images dance across the paper
quickened
life of it's own
ready to tell my mind's universe to you
last bit of drops have been bled
it is finished
and so am I
.:.me.:.
I'm 24 and I oerk for a private ambulance company as an EMT in the city of Vegas
.:.loves.:.
music, storms, reading, paintball, my friends, drawing, concerts, the color purple, and the occasional night out at the club
.:.hates.:.
gossipers, spiders,liars, egomaniacs, and drama
.:.past five.:.
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