For You Diz
at 11:18 p.m. on 2004-12-13
I'm feeling much better as of late. I'm still working through the current issues that have shown their ugly heads and will be for some time, but it won't stop me from moving forward. I want to thank Miss B for the lovely message. It was very kind and thoughtful. My deepest thanks.
I got to talk to by best gal the other day about what had befallen me and my family. The most unexpected thing happened. She started to laugh. She brought to my attention the absurd side to it and how totally moronic it all was. I found myself laughing along with her. Such dark humor we have at times. But it helped. It felt like a great weight had been lifted. Much of it has returned but it is still much lighter than it had been before. It was the medicine that I needed at that moment. I know to laugh at myself, at life and at what life throws our way. However, things can get so dark that we can easily lose our way no matter how well we may think we know the path. I had an angel to guide me back and allowed me laugh again. I am truely lucky to have such a friend with such a light and warm heart.
.:.me.:.
I'm 24 and I oerk for a private ambulance company as an EMT in the city of Vegas
.:.loves.:.
music, storms, reading, paintball, my friends, drawing, concerts, the color purple, and the occasional night out at the club
.:.hates.:.
gossipers, spiders,liars, egomaniacs, and drama
.:.past five.:.
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