Just stressed
at 3:04 p.m. on 2004-03-05
I've been extremely busy and stressed out lately. I barely have any money in my bank account and not enough time to really work.
I have my friend Elaine and her fiancee coming into town from Cali. on Monday. I also have a friend's birthday on Monday who is celebrating it at club Rum Jungle. The only problem is that Ray can't afford anything this week and neither can I. I'm not going to be able to do anything with Elaine while she is here. I don't even think we are going to be able to make it to the club. It depends on whether there is a charge to get in or not. We will go if there isn't one. We might not be able to drink anything but at least we can say happy birthday to him.
I hate being broke. I'm all stressed on how I'm going to afford things till I am able to get paid again. My parents will help, but they don't have a lot of money either because of my dad being out of work for so long after his back sugery. I don't like asking them either.
I need to get another job. Ray keeps telling me not to over work myself but I don't have a choice. I need the all the experience I can get on the street as an EMT-I and I can't stand being dependent on other people. I want to be able to buy things for myself and not worry about how I'm going to afford gas for my truck. Ray tries to help me out but he usually only has enough for his bills.
Vanessa moved out of her dad's place and got an appartment with her boyfriend's sister. It's a nice place. I got to see it last night when she invited me over for dinner. I just hope that Ness and her boyfirned don't break up so that things don't get awkward between her and his sister.
I need to get ready for another graveyard rotation through the hospital.
bye for now
.:.me.:.
I'm 24 and I oerk for a private ambulance company as an EMT in the city of Vegas
.:.loves.:.
music, storms, reading, paintball, my friends, drawing, concerts, the color purple, and the occasional night out at the club
.:.hates.:.
gossipers, spiders,liars, egomaniacs, and drama
.:.past five.:.
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