Stood up again
at 1:19 p.m. on 2004-02-25
I know I haven't written in a while. Things have been very busy around here.
One of my teachers was talking to the class about taking the top 2 people of the class to New Orleans to talk to and participate with some big wigs about the EMS system and how it could improve. If I am one of the ones that get picked I'm going to have a ball in Orleans. Every chance I get I would be roaming around checking out everything.
Nessa was supposed to be hanging out with me yesterday but when I called her she said she was sleeping and way too tired. Somehow I believe that she was at her new boyfriend's place. I think the sleeping thing was a lie to keep from hurting my feelings and still be able to ditch me for her new fling. I cannot prove it but I just have a gut feeling about it. I hope I find out I'm wrong because I would rather feel guilty about not believing her than being right. We used to hang out at least once a week and seemed like good ol Ness till she get involved. Now she only calls me when it is convenient for her. If I call her to hangout she is way too busy to bother, but always finds time for the guy. Really irratates me. She always despised the girls who did that. Hypocrite. She would be so mad if I ever did that to her. I know I sound kind of childish complaining about this, but this has really bugged me. My best friend who I have always stood up for and gone out of my way for has all but kicked me to the curb. I'll give her a little longer to see if things change before I completely go off on her. She's been going through a lot lately and the last thing I want to do is to get her more upset.
I have lots of homework and laundry to do.
Bye for now
.:.me.:.
I'm 24 and I oerk for a private ambulance company as an EMT in the city of Vegas
.:.loves.:.
music, storms, reading, paintball, my friends, drawing, concerts, the color purple, and the occasional night out at the club
.:.hates.:.
gossipers, spiders,liars, egomaniacs, and drama
.:.past five.:.
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