My best friend is finally back!!!
at 4:58 p.m. on 2003-12-14
I'm hungover. I Went out last night with some friends and had a little too much fun. My best friend Vanessa just moved back into town from Canada. We were so excited to see each other we couldn't resist going out. It was a great night. Ness and I even got Greg and Wil to dance with us, which was an unusual occurence.
Today Wil, Ness and I just lounged around the house together. We went up to the Texas Station for lunch and complained about how bad we felt. Got to love the morning after. I think I'll continue to be lazy today and get back to studying for finals tomorrow.
The past couple of days have been less than happy ones. This week, one of my friends has found out that his father has terminal cancer. His grandfather is also very close to passing away, and he feels like he is losing two dads. He's been needing someone to just talk to and I've been doing my best to be there for him. I should be studying more but I can't knowing how upset he is. Nessa as well has been having a difficult time ever since she got here on Friday. She was supposed to be moving in with her brother, but they got in a fight and he kicked her out. Her brother was also saying that he was not going to pay any of the $6,000 that she gave him or for the car she bought him. After a few heated conversations over the phone, however, her brother has started to work with her and has agreed to start paying her back the money he owes. Also, he has all of her furnature there and she is going to be slowly moving her stuff out. She was so upset because she got here with only $500 to her name and had to move in with her dad. Nessa and her dad don't also get along very well. I told her my door is always open if she ever needs to a place to stay. Hopefully it won't have to come to that. Right now we are trying to find her a job at one of the hotels. With her experience working in the casinos in Canada and the people my parents know in the hotels here, she will have no trouble getting a good job. Besides all that drama, I have a horrible tooth ache that started Friday night. I is unbelievabely painful to drink liquids. I've been carefull to try and drink things in a way that it doesn't touch that tooth. Straws are very helpful. The worst part is that I have to wait till tomorrow to even call the dentist because they are not open over the weekend. I hope I don't have to get a root canal. I'm a big baby when it comes to the dentist and to novicain shots. The thought of needles going in my mouth scare the hell out of me. Not to mention I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled too. They are going to have to dope me up laughing gas to the point where I can't even lift my arms before they can touch me. Hopefully I'll have it done and out of the way during winter break. There is no way I'm trying to get them pulled and go to school at the same time. I have already had one of my wisdoms pulled and I went to school the next day. I'll never do that again. I was completely miserable.
I've started smoking again. At first I would only have a smoke here and there, but I fianlly have given in. I really do want to quit and I know I can, but I need to Ray to quit as well. It is just too difficult when your boyfriend smokes and he lights up right in front of you everyday. It didn't help that he would offer me cigarettes despite the fact that I told him I quit. I held out for two months, but I wish I could have held out indefinately.
.:.me.:.
I'm 24 and I oerk for a private ambulance company as an EMT in the city of Vegas
.:.loves.:.
music, storms, reading, paintball, my friends, drawing, concerts, the color purple, and the occasional night out at the club
.:.hates.:.
gossipers, spiders,liars, egomaniacs, and drama
.:.past five.:.
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